Saturday, November 27, 2010

Post Thankgiving

I know this post is a little late,but I didn't have a single blog entry on Thanksgiving.Nope,no feast on that day,but I'm still thankful.However,I did a video entry on Thankgiving,so enjoy E#30 of OSA




I don't wanna touch on that,I'm moving pass that.Like the title says,I wanna touch on the day after thanksgiving.If you haven't heard,my dad got injured due to an accident and sent to the hospital.He first called me instead of anyone of my family members,you'll only see that kinda trust in Family.



This was what he said to me "Tell your mom,I will not be back for a couple of days or so"

I was like "Ohh...okay" having the thought that he was heading overseas....


He continued "I am now in Raffles Hospital"


I interrupted him "Huh?Why are you there?"


"I got into an accident,no point for you visiting me,I'm okay"



I felt that if I didn't go there,I would be miserable my whole life,so I got my younger sis and went to the Hospital,without thinking my plans of places to visit.I just wanna thank god that My dad is okay,I wouldn't know what I would do without him and his wealth of knowledge and never ending care.


He was just sitting on the wheelchair provided,no bleeding,nothing...He was talking to two of the colleagues,which paid for the medical bill,probably out of guilt,but my ever benevolent dad blamed it on bad luck that caused him to fall.


Thankfully,he was discharged on that day,but the damage has been done,he is still limping and there seems to be a problem with his eye.I try to talk to him occasionally,so he doesn't get bored.I feel that it's not right for god to let such a kind 51 year old man suffer,instead of his 17 year old son.I deserve to get injured more than he does,it's just not right.


I hope he quickly recover and go back to his work,I wanna work for him,but I know I can't.I am very conflicted right now,I just don't know what to do,but I'm still the very thankful son to God that he didn't take my sen-sei from me.

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

S.A.M

better known as the Singapore Art Museum,was where I went on November the 23rd(which was yesterday when I wrote this).


After reading the top paragraph,you might be thinking "I think SengAnn is really bored at home",then I'm sorry to apologise to you,but you're wrong!,dead wrong.The only reason why I went to the Art Museum was because I needed inspiration.


Inspiration?Whatever for?Just to clear the air for you all,I'm working on this project,which I want to finish ASAP.I will talk more about it on OSA,so stay close to my Youtube channel for more.


SAM was good,It helped me quite well,It wasn't bad for me to go,because there were things I learnt which could help me improve

Well,Basically I also went to Raffles Place for inspiration,I know people will be like "What?Raffles Place is a business District,what the hell would ya wanna find?"


I got inspiration out of it,thanks to the Skyscrapers....I found something out of it,so it was a good experience.So much things to do,so little time

Saturday, November 20, 2010

I'm glad...

I'm not in much of a relationship.Things as complicated as Love looks simple to many,but I would rather wait til the right moment to come.So with that said,I wouldn't say "She is the one for me",when I don't even know the person,or if she is disgusted by me,I wouldn't say "Don't worry,she'll fall for me,she's the right one".



A true A**hole turned Optimism is not a pipe dream,I wouldn't say I'm a good example,but I feel I'm still learning the ropes of being an Optimism.




Love at first sight could be one of them,but half the time,it doesn't work.Fact is I do have a crush,I just feel even if we clicked,I feel that our relationship won't last,why?It's probably we may not have enough understanding of each other,but I'll still say it'll work,if you guys hang out often,there is still hope.



The old me may have bragged about the girls I have dated,but the girls were really good people that were willing to hang out with me and made me call them girlfriends,which I thought I was happy.(I was messing with these girls and I was happy?Sick,Sick man).I told them it wasn't right,so I broke up with them



It took me quite a while to realise that true love is hard to find,not to me only.There are superstars that are looking for true love,such as The worldwide famous country songstress,Taylor Swift.Look at her,she has a setbacks and lives to tell her tale.


It may take 1,2,5,10 or even 20 years to find true love,but I believe it'll be worth it.I thought I found it,but then again,I may not have,I'm not sure,but I'm willing to try and that's all there is to it.

That's why in marriage,the preachers say speak now or forever hold your peace,which means it's a lifetime commitment.


I once love to hate and hate to love,but now,I would rather love than fight,speaking from my heart,so life is too short to hate,don't wait til you go to your afterlife,before you regret :)

Life as we known it from Me,haha,Peace out!

Thursday, November 18, 2010

If I'm mean to you...

It means there is no point talking to me anymore.To Those saying "You seem like a changed person".After what transpired a month ago,I had to change,I was begging for change.

Now if you say "you seem like a nicer guy",then Thank you,because I channeled all my negativity to positivity,so as to move away from the person I once was.I live for Seng Ann,I'm tired of hurting for the "Friends",why don't they hurt for me once?:)


"You sell out!" is what comes out of your mouth,Let me tell you,I am not a bad person,I'm a realistic person.Well,We all mess up,it's human nature.

So to the second group of people,First of all,I didn't sell out,I bought in and Popularity doesn't mean a damn thing to me.I blame you,I blame the people,I blame the ignorance cheers for my pain.I blame your greed for my anger.The past year I destroy my reputation for you,for what?I believe in having friends who care my well-being,My future.You people are just the A**hole I know that never admits they're an a**kisser,just another politician....


I never played that game,never will.With that said,The greatness that stands before you,I am immortal and I live forever.I no longer believe in close Friendship,it's just a illusion.I can join back with them,but I choose not to,until I heard what I need to hear from them.If I don't hear it,Another me is what they'll never see.:)

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

David Archuleta fan?

I'm no David Archuleta fan,but I am a superstar fan,when English Superstars comes to singapore.I would be there,see Click Five and Tokio Hotel as example.



This year,I went to David Archuleta showcase and his autograph signing,because what transpired last year.I got to shake Alfredo,the guitarist of David Archuleta,but the weird thing is that he is not able to sign the CD cover,I wonder why?

I have this trend to wear a green polo tee and brown cargo pants,when meeting a star,which once again,I have no idea

PS:Go get your Click Five Album,TCV at any HMV now!

Well,That's it for me.I wanna know how fun tomorrow will be,Peace

Sunday, November 14, 2010

ZOUK!

The new blog song was pretty much sums up my weekend,spent in the Universe Studios,Choa Chu Kang Secondary School,Gym,Zouk and whatever I have failed to miss out.


well,I have never been to a club before in my life until today.It was alright,but I found that their management was really smart.


Let start with my day first,It was PHENOMENAL day,it wasn't good,excellent,awesome,but PHENOMENAL(please make sure it's all CAPS!).I woke up late(because I slept late).


It's because my day was delayed,that made my day went so well in the morning.First,I took the bus to Choa Chu Kang interchange,I was gonna take bus 307 as usual,which I saw ms Mandy(Former {very respected by me}Art Teacher) and her love interest,so we chatted a little about art and such,when my bus arrived,we parted ways and I thought how rare would it be to see a teacher(or even her boyfriend?).So I assumed it was going to be a good day.




In the gym,I saw Azwan and Arep(not sure of his names),so they were working early,then me.Later,I saw Amanda,whom I knew from her Girl Guide days and Cassandra,an Art student,which I fancy her artwork very much,but didn't talk much in school.


Later,I went up to them and said Hi,which a lot of questions came up,such as "Do you come here everyday?","This is the first time you guys came?" and such.


I thought they left,because there was no signs of them,so I worked for a little while,then I left,I missed the bus,which I thought they were in.



So I waited for the next,so I join them....in the chatting,weird,right?.At that point,I didn't seem to feel weird,I even insisted to tag along with their Brunch or my lunch.I found out some stuff about them,like they started running in the morning without having their breakfast.I'm growing on the mid section these days,I think I should start doing cardio soon,probably tomorrow or today.



Well,we had (my lunch)Brunch,then the girls wanted to go to Cotton On,which I thought it didn't matter,so I went with them....the first sight I saw,was a lady who was trying out a cardigan,who waved to me.I waved back and thought "OH MY GOSH!IT'S MRS TAN SIEW HENG(My former{very respected by me} English teacher)}".She was a teacher whom I least expect to be at Cotton On,she was trying out a jacket or something at the men's clothing area,how bizarre is that?



Well,I thought we'll only be there for about 10 minutes or so,because it quite a small shop,but we ended up walking all over the shop for close to an hour,if I'm not mistaken.I don't think I would complain though,because they have their jokes that entertain me.Well,Cass bought some clothes,Manda bought a bag and I walked out empty handed(shows the type of person I am,aren't I?),but it was a fun day to kick it off.




Later,I went to Zouk,it was a club,believe it or not,I have never been to a club:(,but there's a first time for everything,right?


They did a bag check before getting in,I thought it was right they did that,just in case,someone brought a bomb or some sort,but I was wrong.They weren't searching for explosive item.The usher found a bottle of water in my bag,they took it out and told me that I have to throw it away,but they did that for me,I thought they just believe water could cause damage in assist in bomb,or something.





I later found out their purpose,I had no water,I was freaking thirsty guy,I felt like I was gonna dehydrate any moment,so I decided to go to the buy a drink and I wondered "How much could it possibly cost?",so I asked if they had orange juice.They had,so I was happy,the cost was the next question asked."8dollars,but today is 1 for 1",so I bought 2 cups(Ah teck's school $0.60 drink plastic cup) for 8(FREAKING) buckeroos.I slowly savored all of it,ensuring the ice is properly taken out.Did I mention it was 8 (Firetrucking) Dollars?



David Archuleta was set to perform there,but He was late,he came half an hour late and ended half an hour early,but he had one heck of a performance,so he is forgiven :)



I went back to collect my fixed phone which crashed days ago and went to see the canvas I needed to do a painting for my room,without anyone saying I'm right or wrong.:)


Did I mention I love you guys?Peace out :)

Saturday, November 13, 2010

A brand new day

I just decided on do this post on a very early(as early as 0137hours).I am kinda bang up for the fun,the trills and the spills from Universal Studios,which the other half of T.P.S,Lu ting generously gave me a couple of tickets to USS to enjoy myself,which he only ask for having me to take a lot pictures and have loads of fun there,which many wouldn't have done that,so I really thankful to him for what he has done.



People like him is what makes the world a better place(yes,It's from the bottom of my heart).I believe he isn't a person that talks bad behind your back,unlike so many people I have met,but I need them in my life and I need you in my life.Well,that's all I have,cause I'm about to crash.

Thursday, November 11, 2010

The last & Final Battle

is on,in 4 and a half hours later.I just had breakfast.Thinking about the last and final battle,the Science Multiple choice questions paper,I wouldn't let up even if I did reasonably well in the Preliminary exam.I need to do well for this paper in my Ordinary levels.



Looking at the above,you will realise that it is not my usual writing style,because usually,it is the comical SengAnn,but this time,it is a very serious CHRISTOPHER(ALL CAPS)[Chris McQueen's alter ego].There's always this usual funny side note,by Seng ann,but you will not find such things here.





I'm kinda doing some reflections and prayers at home,before I head for school at 1100hours.
Doing very last minute read-through and thinking,before I step into the war and do battle.


I have not promised much people anything,but I promise you this,I will walk out VICTORIOUS!

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

Life as we know it

It's nice to hang around when you are just being you.I don't get it why Singaporeans are actually trying to kill a fellow Singaporean,why can't life just be life?



I don't understand why people are fighting over Gang supremacy,so "369 Gang Singapore" is the top trending topic on Yahoo! Singapore,beating KTM train(Derailed train),Interview Questions,ERP timings(why would people search that on Yahoo!) and Jamie Yeo in the top 5,so what?



I may have zero idea on how a gang thing works,but I wonder if they are actually happy?
They caused families to be torn,innocent people injuried(one includes my "brother",Lukas),stirred up so many controversy(even beating Jamie Yeo in rankings).


They themselves(The Assailants) didn't want to get caught either,they ran when someone shouted for help,so why cause chaos,when you want no trouble yourselves?



But I wish all the violence would stop and people start reflecting on their action,it all started probably because misconception the gang leader of a few decades have and it have to come down to this day.I don't get it,I'm pretty sure they don't get it either.



So all those innocent folks,be well and stay well,alright?

Sunday, November 7, 2010

He's coming back!!!

I'm not a big fan of his,like Wei Li said,"err....I don't care,LOL!",when I told him that the man is coming,who am I talking about?


This person came over last year.He is no other than the person featured in the song of the week,like I said I would.








It's not that I don't like him,I can take nothing away from him,he is a really nice person and a good musician.




The other day,I was using my Laptop as usual,when I heard a David Archuleta commercial on his newest album,The Other Side Of Down


I had a few thoughts after watching that
1)I lost the signature shortly,after meeting the guy
2)My album has no cover
3)I almost shook his hands,if not for the S.O.B(A.K.A the security)
4)I had to get his signature to put alongside my Tokio Hotel,Click Five,53A and the Taylor Swift signature soon enough.


So that's all from me,Be well and stay well.Until then.

Saturday, November 6, 2010

Love me or hate me

well,AlL those that Love me and support in anytHing i do,like wAtching my enTriEs on my youtube channel oR even juSt randomly reading my post,i wanna thank you and i love you Guys fOr thaT and mOst importantly,i need you people in my life.



Haters and doubtErs,i love you guys too and i also need you to be in my Life,i wanna prove aLl you people wrong,because i need to prove to you that you're wrong,dead wrong!you guys should also give me more negativity,because you guys make it better to entertain myself.

so please stay everyone,if you see a message,good for you.if you don't,it's fine

Friday, November 5, 2010

A classic Men and their pride example

Well,it's kinda reflecting on my action today(Yes,reflecting),hence why the Title "Men and their pride.



Today,I went (with Caitlin) to Mount Faber park.Both of us hadn't been there before,so I told her I did(I was a white lie,I tell you).



We met at the peak of the mountain,because her dad sent her there,while I walked up(see the difference?).Beauty and the beast.



We went walking,I told her I was totally capable of knowing where I am.When we were walking,
She said "didn't we saw this already?"
"I know I just wanna make sure you didn't miss anything"I panic



We walked and walked,both of us perspiring.I didn't ask for direction,but since I'm here blogging,the rest is history.

One of the good things about today,I had LUNCH!(lunch! for god's sake),which has eluded me for close to a week,so if you wonder what my lunch was,here it is


so Adios,amigo.

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

A picture's worth a thousand words



A true friend is worth billion and zillion of it.This is the first picture that we shot together,which may be the last.(I look pathetic in this picture,but that's not the point).

If I gave you the URL to this link,There are somethings I would like you to know and If you just found the link here,no harm,no foul,but how fitting is it that my blog's song is The story of us,which I would like to talk about.



The first thing I came back home after I went out,I sat down in front my laptop.I was wondering why I made that promise to myself,I wished I could turn back time to 21th October,back when we were best of friends.




I feel that it would only be right if I tell you the truth.Nope,we are not quarreling nor having a fight.Pei Hao has always been a brother to me.Truth be told,He has always been there for me,but Me?I have always been an A**hole in the whole friendship.


The only reason,we were able to stay friends for so long,was probably because My negativity fits his positivity.Unlike charges attract.



It all started when I got a little(Okay,maybe not a little,maybe very) jealous of the study group they formed and overlooking me.




I blame him for everything,which ends up in Someone(I shall not disclose) having to text this message
This is what she typed(and deeply appreciated,by the way):

Stop pestering and harassing Pei Hao(oops,did I miss out somebody?).Those study sessions are planned by me.The number of heads going are decided by me.Stop sending them nonsensical messages(We'll skip to the interesting part now,shall we?)Leave everybody alone and grow up.Reflect maybe. I find you really juvenile. This issue can't get any larger alright, but you amazingly made it.




The first thought I had was "juvenile,huh?It is usually used for a kid,so she meant that I'm Immature?".I knew I needed to(How did she put it?) grow up,so I decided to Google the values of an adult and the first was trustworthy,so I made my first vow to be trustworthy and to keep my words.


Next,"Leave everybody alone" was a phrase that made me irate,so in my defense,I sent back
:That's where you're right,I'm gonna leave them alone.



I knew I was making the biggest mistake of my life,but I knew I would have to eat my words,but I'm gonna keep it.

The next day,I sent Pei Hao a message telling him,we were just gonna be strangers,nothing more.I knew he didn't like my decision,but it had to happen,or I'll be treated as a kid.


On this very day,I went walking down memory lane,walked through the place where we have always gone,but in an alley,I met Kok Hui,Yong Meng and Pei Hao,I knew he was the only one that saw me,but I hung my head as low as the belly of the earthworm ,this is how I'm gonna look if I ever walk past him again.


I knew I had to make a clean breast out of it,so I went to bid farewell as that's the only thing I could do,We shared respect,love,admiration,and fun.

"If you know me,you'll know what I'm thinking" That's what made me realise I don't know him.

I figured he wanted me to be friends once again.

He asked "That's all only?" as though he had accepted it and not expecting more out of it.

"That's all,Have a good day" I replied with my head hung low once again and left.

No matter how many,"Thank you" and "sorry" I gave,I felt that it was never enough.I just can't force myself to break the vow I made,so I hope he'll understand.

Monday, November 1, 2010

Geography mishap

Today,I made a foolish rookie mistake that I never believed I would do,but then again,I am the epitome of making careless mistake.



Yesterday night,I didn't sleep early,because of some personal alibi,which I don't want to disclose.



I lose 4 marks because I left one part of a question.I checked my paper notice that there is (a)(ii) and (C) in the last minute as the clock ticks on,If you were smart enough,you'll notice that (b) was missing.


If you know me,you'll know that I would regret and start to go silent after the paper,but if you think that way,you were wrong.The ultimate Pessimist became the ultimate Optimist.I'm not going to talk about my mistake,but I've decided reflect on my mistake,but this is the question and My simplified(Because I'm Lazy) Answer.



(b) Describe the annual rainfall pattern of an area of tropical monsoon forest and explain one(Yes,the question did bold) way in which the trees have adapted to this pattern.


Ans:The tropical monsoon forest areas have inconsistent rainfall and High temperature,so the trees have adapted to it's climate,by having deep tap roots that would enable them to source for water underground.


I would probably get some marks than no marks(Neither am I saying mine's the perfect answer).Well,now that everything is out of the way,it only motivates me to work harder for My social Studies.