Some personal thoughts...

You may have to bear with me a little bit,I'm probably gonna ramble and don't make my sense,but please just bear with me.I heard a rumor about me and I would want to clear it up


I've been a scout for about 6 years now?
Quite frankly,when I first joined as a scout,I didn't felt like I wanted to stay,maybe it was the continuous challenges I gave myself,whether it's Jobweek day 1 top or NPC silver,NYAA,whatever.It didn't matter what I wanted to do,I just wanted to show that I'm the absolute best.


In my dynamo year,I kept questioning myself,if I should actually be part of the Elite Seal venture.Which I did.It wasn't because all my scouts buddy joined,then I joined,it was because in scout,I was pretty test deprived,hoping that it would change as an elite seal and try to earn the "Big one".


Year 1 of my venture,I felt it was really a waste of my time.It wasn't really getting me to where I should be,I really was at a lost for words there.I personally feel Zhen Wei weren't really helping.

In the midst of everything including my days as a Scout,I have thought about throwing in the towel.I believe it was the challenges that kept me around.

Early this year,I decided to ask about taking test,there were just too much interference from the scouts activity,like the combined meetings and such.


I knew my time was running out,until someone decided to ask who is interested in taking PSA.I have to admit I never have earned the "big one",this was my chance to shine.Everything turned around after that,I have gotten so much tests that's passed after that.I'm even hosting a district event.

It may sound great,but the fact is,there are so much to be done,to a point where I couldn't commit to studying.

The purpose of this post is actually to confirm the rumor that I'm not joining Rovering.
1.I don't think I can commit to my studies.It's time I have to draw the lines.

2.Yeah, it would be great to be a part of it,But I think,at this point in time with all the guys that are joining.Jun Yan is joining and obviously Lukas will be there soon and probably Kai boon. All these guys are joining and so it's better for me not to be there and get lost in the shuffle of everybody that are joining and all the hoopla of Rovering.

3.After the PSA,I don't see much challenges I see for me to accomplish,after that I felt,I have done it all,won it all.

4.Apparently,nobody really gives a damn if I join or not,I would just be another rover.

I respect the position of a rover,I just don't see myself in that spot.Harold have actually spoke to me about becoming a rover recently,but I still don't have that spark to join.I may be a good rover,maybe a bad one,but,I'll never know.