My venture days are about to come to an end,I have no intentions to carry on with rovering any time soon....well,as of right now at least.There are a few reasons why.....
The Best In The World
If you wanna be at the top this "intense sport" and stay at the top level,you need 120% mental commitment.Right now,I'm at about 70.That's what I believe in,I believe I should be the best in the world at everything I do,If I didn't,you can just take out a gun and shoot me right now,because that is the worst attitude one can have.
Still young and immature
Personally,I feel that there are more things I need to learn before I can lead people in skill and everything else.I also don't feel I'm at that age to lead anyone yet.Someone once said to me that "Venture is still like kidish like that,Rover is like adult liao mah" or something like that,I still kinda feel like a small kid.....I will strengthen my skill during my time off from scouts,using a particular Green manual by a some random Group scout leader.
A world out there ....
Another reason would be the same reason why I decided to take a 3 months vacation from Ventures back in July,I wanted to try something else,you can't keep doing the same thing and expect a different result,so there are many things out there that I wanna try,especially after knowing all these different places my band is gonna go....
Being around of great people
I heard that there are quite a long list of people that's going onto rovering,There hasn't been such a long list in quite a while already.Most of them deserved it,but me....Not so much though.
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